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| So I still haven't gone to bed yet. Insomnia is lame. What makes it worse is that I actually want to go to sleep, but I don't want to take any tylnol PMs or anything of that nature. They just seem to put me in a comma. I serioulsy think I should go to the doctor about it.
My sister came over lastnight with a couple of her friends and woke me up at 6 to go trick or treating with them. Yes I said 6, and that is PM, thus the reason I hate insomnia. When I finally do pass out I don't wake up 'til the day is gone. So I walked around with them for a little while, and poked fun at them while they walked up to houses and that sort of thing. I hope my sis took pics of herself. Her outfit was really "cute?" I guess you could say. She did the whole EMO thing pretty well I must say.
So they left and my mom took them to T.G.I. Friday's. Andrew and myself met them there at 8:30ish for dinner. It was quite fun watching Andrew, who is 19 and already has a lot of grey hair, pick on my mom about being old. We had a super cute waitress too!
I ordered a Long Island Iced Tea, one of my fav. hard drinks. I let Andrew and my sister try it. They both loved it too. Heh, I'm such a bad influence.
So after the gynormous Drink got me pretty well buzzed and I ate my food Andrew and I headed to the liquer store so we could make our own drinks. He was driving.
Iced Tea it is then!(even though there is no tea in the drink at all) We went to Norm's, probably the most alcohol I'll ever see in my life. At one point I had to pick up Andrew's chin off the floor. If you like your alcohol, that's alcohol paradise.
So now I lay awake. No alcohol in my system anymore, as far as I can tell.
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| Yay... I'm 21... I'm... Legal today. I slept til 6. What a birthday. I'm goin out in a lil bit to have a few drinks with my dad. That should feel strange. I get to order my first alcoholic drink. Woot. Then I'm goin to a casino to play some poker. Happy birthday to me. | | |
| Well I'm almost in Indiana. On my to a few tournaments there. Right outside of indy right now. Think we're about to stop at a rest stop in about an hour or so and sleep for a few hours then hit the road again. I'm also gonna see if there are any decent jobs while I'm here. If I can find something decent here I'll move. I dunno I'll see what happens. Hopefully I'll make some money at the tourny. That'd be nice. I'll be back sunday sometime. Maybe I'll update again while I'm here. Wish me luck. | | |
| If you can't see that you have someone right in front of you, that would never dream of hurting you, treat you like the princess and the angel you should be treated as, love you no matter what, and hold you when ever you need to be held.
I don't need you.
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Gena and I went to see Charlie and the Chocolate Factory lastnight. Wow. I think the only way it could've been better was if I was baked outta my head. I love depp as Wonka. I couldn't stop giggling to myself.
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A friend of mine is moving to Texas pretty soon. He's getting a really good job there. He asked me to move with him, and I have to admit, with my current situation, not much is keeping me here. So I am really considering it. What should I do? I mean from the looks of it there isn't anything here for me. I don't think there will be anyone either, until I can get back in the gym and get all sexy like. I dunno. Any help with this one would be nice.
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I'm done sighing over the same things that don't look as if they'll change. | | |
| Seriously thinking about spilling my heart and soul right now.
I'm extremely drunk. so i'm trying to hold off.... patty, andrew, and chris left the party tonight b/c i was hanging out and talking to some friends from highschool... fuck them. i'm tired of their bullshit anyways. i'm tired of being alone. seriously. it's getting old.
my biggest fear right now is probably growing old alone... that would suck. did i mention i'm reallt drunk. i guess that's what everclear will do to you...
gena was supposed to come over tonight. i was pretty sad that she didn't. she's gorgeous. and soooo funny... oh well... i'm still drunk.
ahhhhhhh... anywho.... hmmm.... | | |
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